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Date : Thursday, July 31, 2008 Time : 9:39 PM it's the 3rd time today i've having hiccups.
gosh, what's wrong with me ._. tired. annoyed. argh. irritating father. only care about the overdue books i borrowed from my sis' care my own card overdue fee about $10 over dollars he also nvr bother. my sore throat not getting any better haha. and it's getting worse tomorrow ;D mam fiona treat me to macdonald's hot fudge sundae and medium sized french fries today. the ice cream was okay. the french fries was bland. it tasted like tapioca ._. instead of potatoe. then we walked form 4th floor of both TM and CS down all the way to ground floor. and to B2 of TM ;D we played on the flat escalator :X ahah. we had a australian maths competition today. sucks like hell. the front questions was damn easy. the back questions was like crap. i mean, i dont even get how the hell you can actually answer the questions. i waved to junwen korkor today. ahaha. yeah. i was spacing out when i saw him ._. i mean, when i was walking pass him. then i noticed this tall figure with that red bag wore in a style that only he will wear :X (i'm complimenting him. :D ) i need alot of herbal tea now. hais. and the strepsils arent working! i mean seriously, it doesnt. we were in the sun today for band. to reherse for national day. hais, tired. plus still have history nppa haven colour. god T.T i'm tired. i was side reading majulah singapura today. i have never seen the score, neither do i know how to count it. aye, but i played it as it was written. with some notes out of place and some notes wrong ._. sorry :X i must get used to reading the notes too first. get the rhythm right first and then the notes ;D i freaking slept after i did that stupid maths paper. and i slept in other lessons. ah, the boredness. it kills man. IT KILLS...
Date : Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Time : 11:11 PM PHOTO TIME! :
 the tuba guy from thai :X the long brown hair one!  mam wanjie used her phone to take these two pictures. okay lah. @@ we abit like stalker.  michelle took this at the bukit chandu there one! okay, the sun was glaring. i couldnt see where the cam. was. and my hair was in a mess. ==" god. hhaa BUT I MANAGED TO HIGH FIVE THE STATUE!  me and michelle in the bukit chandu bungalow :X okay, bukit chandu musem.  i took this on monday :D with mr tan they all.  same here, i tink it's pretty, isn't it?  same thing, the sky was pinkishly purple ;D  it was a bit more darker here. but i like the way the trees are actually bringing out the colours of the sky that hides behind them, that orange-y pink flavour  i like the clouds colour. there's tone in it (: it's superb!  ah, a sky full of worries, a bit cloudy-ier but still golden nice. lols :X i still got sir idris' picture. solo one. WHO WANT SEEEE :X i took during the competition day still got sir teexian, and nicholas and sir fredrick sleeping ._. mam jamila took those :X on the way back from competition on bus.
Date : Time : 7:17 PM today was a very bad day.
i had a very 'sexy' voice though. because of the sore throat and cough and flu. okay. whole day was boring! nothing happened. damn sian. couldnt go swimming. first reason : because of the stuff the girls get once every 28 days. second reason : i'm very sick. you can tell from my voice :X third reason : i got hit on the nose by someone; was bleeding since at the school and till swimming complex; still bleeding abit when i reached also. alot of blood came out. gosh. i lost alot of blood. quoted from mam wanjie 'so scary. blood coming out from top and bottom' and then it was fine. yeah. sure. but damn, it hurts alot. hell, did u know how thick and heavy the file was ==" and you could easily broke the bones in your nose. it's very fragile. i dont blame you, why are you feeling gulity. i didnt even think you were at fault. you said sorry, but you kept giving me weird remarks after that sorry. seriously, i felt that that 'sorry' you said weren't very sincere afterall. since you had second thoughts. and then i got a bruise on my leg when i was hit at the exit point because someone else was actually somewhat stuck there and i didnt know and i kept going forward. then i got a big bruise now. it hurts when i walk ._. there's a very big black blue there. O: round round one.
Date : Monday, July 28, 2008 Time : 8:45 PM tomorrow's sir teexian's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR TEEXIAN - in advance. :D ------------------------------ today was a fun day. the morning assembly was interesting today. some guy from the secondary one badge farted really loud and then the guys at the area couldnt stop laughing :X okay, school was totally boringgg! gosh, but i only like monday and friday :X for weekdays anyways. i asked alex to not get close to me LOL. cux i'm really sick. what if he falls sick too :O later become my fault x.x omg i will feel guilty! band was fun today, besides self practising, i even learnt geography from mr tan :D oo, and i've memorised the solo part of the warabe uta score. haha, today was nice (: haha, today seems like bonding day or something. everyone was talking to each other. we stayed until real late. oo, i stared at the picture of the assumption college band today haha, i was only looking at the tuba guy :X lols :X the tuba guy!
Date : Sunday, July 27, 2008 Time : 9:05 PM i am sick with fever and sore throat. i tink i have throat infection.
aniways. last night, my degree was 39.1 today morning, it was 38.1 i think my temperature probably went down further by now. i went to the band exchange today in school with the people from bangkok; i think. anways, they are thai people. and then we played kaze no mai, yorkshire ballad and march blue sky. and they played kaze no mai and two other songs i have no idea wad title they are. i saw one of the guy from tuba section :X ah he look so cool haha. :DD long hair one, dyed brown :X then got one black bag. i think around 180++cm. anws. their band sound is good. the other time i heard it, it's like played from a CD or something. it was awesome. but they didnt have lowerwinds, no bscl, no basson, no double reed instrument. yeah. in the end, our whole lowerwind section joined the clarinets. somehow, it didnt go very well. i had my eyes stick to mr samad like glue today when we played the 3 songs :D i didnt bring my spectacles. i cant see any damn thing. anyways, i memorised it already. so yeah. and we're supposed to watch the conductor right? im tired today. i have a pile of homework stacked up in a pile for me to do. i hope some of the teachers who gave me work will be absent or something..
Date : Saturday, July 26, 2008 Time : 9:13 PM saturday 26th July 2008.
i just came back. it was total crap. i went there to only write one paragraph and then go home? to coffee bean and sit there for duno how long? waste my time. my dinner. i was freaking pissed off. the two guys infront of me, sitting there, seemed to have noticed. i bought a strawberry milktea. i drank not more than half of it. i'm getting very dizzy. why? O: did they drug it or something? my head hurts... i think i'm having a fever again. my sore throat's not healing up. i'm still having flu.. i chat with huiyao on the phone while i was going home, waiting for bus, and in bus. till i reached home and on the computer. haha, it was nice. we were 'talking' about our teachers (: today i didnt go swimming. it was a once in a life time day for me today. to be able to sleep until noon. i should have appreciated the days that i could actually sleep from the previous night till the next day's afternoon before this year. i really want to go! i wana get tanned too :X heh, i'm like one of the few that are not tanned :X i want to practise too! on my froggie style >< hais. i have to wake up at 6+am for school on weekdays. and 5+am on wednesday for morning reverie. then saturday at around 6+am for band which starts at 8am. and then sunday at around 6+am for church because an uncle comes to fetch us at 7+am and the whole thing starts at 8am+ and it's somewhere in bedok, near the changi there. tomorrow having band. dont ask why- it's an exchange with another band. okay, i dont have to go to church. but i still have to wake up early. i need to practise harder you know? i'm very sucky, i need to catch up with my senior. i need to confide in myself to blow louder! i must learn counting ._. friday 25th July 2008 i had a science test. it seemed rather easy. except the graph, it was NOT easy to draw! oh, i also had a compo test. my poor aching hand.. i sat at the stage for 3 to 4 hours after school. because i was told and ordered to look after the bags. and i sat at the stage watching the same activity run over and over again and i see different people from my class who leads the sec 1 classes coming up the stage and chatting with me over and over again (ps. we played games like heart attack :D) and i get some random someone asking me for someone else's number. and then sprouting vulgarities for no reason and complaining to his friend. and then his friend labelled me as "shen jing bin" i got up and i had achings all over my body. bleh. i wonder what happened. i chat on the friendster alot today. i had a continuous chat on friendster with ll!
Date : Thursday, July 24, 2008 Time : 10:56 PM today's competition was.
total crap. no one was concentrating. not many are following. everyone is distracted. i was also one of them. i was distracted with the sound, from the first beat of the kaze no mai. yorkshire was better for me, i didnt play any wrong notes. i followed the dynamics, mr samad. i was following.. it's very pitiful, we practised so hard, so many practices. and then, it was gone, in 20mins. just like that. everything down the drain. and it was still very good this morning. what happened? why, only when we reached there. ............... today, alot of pictures were taken. pictures of people sleeping ah, and after the competition ah. me and sir idris took a picture tgt today. everything was like, as if the competition didnt happen. everyone seemed like they were happy.. i can't sleep dammit. i'm still thinking... ................ i dont understand the present you. i only understood the old you. i'm sorry, i dont know what to do. how should i react about this? are you keeping your distance? why are you avoiding me? i miss the old you..
Date : Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Time : 8:06 PM today was a horrible day.
i looked like a freaky zombie because i was too tired to wake up. i have a geography test tomorrow. i can't study because i dont have the 2C geography book. i dont know why, i can't find it also. i looked everywhere. i screwed up in band today, i did so badly! i couldnt count, the score. i need to learn counting.. i need to work harder! mr samad was unpleased with me today. i couldnt blow loud enough, or rather. i'm scared, and i dont know how to cope with sir tx's instrument. by right, i shouldnt have used it, should i? i don't know, it's me. i just need to find the right answer. i dont have the confidence to play loud, how? ): i had a funny dream today. i dreamt that i went to a shop and i forgot to pay and then i went back and paid the auntie then in that dream, i had a small brother who looked older than me and then another guy i know from rl appeared in my dream as my fren. then i had the strangest thing happened ._. i dreamt that i kissed my small brother on the cheek. he actually looked 16 to 17 btw. and i he looked like me. i wonder how my imagination went so far?
Date : Sunday, July 20, 2008 Time : 5:15 PM happy birthday nicholas kor.
i almost forgot >< happy birthday haha. yeah. ._. okay, im done.
Date : Time : 4:43 PM Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous;
Love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; It does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoices in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. songs : All the Earth To Live is Christ Only the World In a valley by the Sea Cry Holy
Date : Time : 3:36 PM Tag 10 people to do this quiz ,If there is any quiz you dont like just change it(:REMEMBER if you are tagged to do this quiz you MUST do !& must tag this quiz on(: QUIZ TWO! A. People who have been tagged must write down their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Date : Time : 2:44 PM i went to church and attended frontliner(youth service) today.
we went to deborah's house after that and we ate pizza, had coke and watched narnia (my 2nd time watching) haha! i made friends with abigail(frontliner) and we talked alot (: i forgot to ask her for her handphone number >< oo, and she could play the piano, deborah too! abigail played forbidden love today (: oh, i saw terence in the bus interchange i think it was him, can't remember since everyone changed their appearance already ever since primary school, haha. i am drinking green tea now. my computer sort of broke down. yup. i using my dad's computer. full of dust -AH CHOO!- i wore pink collar shirt with black long sleeve inside and a greyish long jean-pants today. heh, i look very, boyish :X btw, did i tell you i got 26/30 for bio? PRESTELA WAS LIKE saying that I WAS FREAKING BIAN TAI but drop the FREAKING. lols, yuhuan also mah, only half mark difference.
Date : Saturday, July 19, 2008 Time : 11:11 PM http://www5.ownskin.com/home?u=eternalxlife
heh, this is link to the phone themes i created so far! okay lah, only like my model and some other model one. (: yay! i'm happy everytime i finish creating one theme.
Date : Time : 8:04 PM    i don't regret, it's okay to be walking alone. i've walked down that path so many times. i've already gotten used to it.  there's a double rainbow. if you see it clearly enough, one was fading away. pezi send me one! this was taken on wednesday.  this is a picture i made :D i took it also haha. nice? (: no ripping. copyrighted!
Date : Time : 5:56 PM real friends dont ask you why you're crying.
but they stop you from crying too much real friends do not question you about what's bothering you but they wait for you to tell them what's on your mind real friends do not bother you when you're feeling sad but they cheer you up knowing that you're depress real friends do not ask you what's wrong when you're feeling down but they bring you to places to cool your head off real friends do not cut in when you talk but they listen with full attention with what you have got to say real friends do not tell you what they're feeling but they expect you to know what they're experiencing real friends do not stop bitching about you but they treasure you because you were once their friend real friends do not stop loving you because you're the ones they ever trusted. heh, i suddenly thought about it and then i posted it here (: cool huh? it just came to me ._.
Date : Time : 4:15 PM today was fun, sort of.
during sectionals, i can play. but during the main band, i can't focus. aye, i wonder why we sound so sucky today. when i blew, the fufufu sound came out. i tried running the juvenile overture score heh. it's actually the scales, but i still can't spread it evenly. went to ljs with mam mandy and mam clara. they ate lunch there. heh, funny just now. i saw sherman jux nw. he was like 'hi' then i didnt say hi cux i was thinking who that was then he say 'fuck you' then his friends follow. wth lols i am very full now. i ate mam clara's share of the food :X she eat halfway dowan eat ._. raining now. i wonder when can i see a rainbow, a rainbow that puts a smile on my face. i dont want the rain to go away, i dont want the rainbow to fade away, sunny day, can you not show yourself?
Date : Friday, July 18, 2008 Time : 10:22 PM which do you prefer?
the previous skin or this one? haha, i think this one goes with the song (:
Date : Time : 8:49 PM i will never say good bye to you.
because i don't want to miss you. i dont want to stop seeing you. boy, i will never say good bye.
Date : Time : 8:32 PM i guess, i trust too easily.
maybe i shouldnt trust you at all. i've tried so hard to distant myself from you. and there you are, always by me. why, get away, can't you? stop all this nonsense. i'm sick of it. but there's nowhere to hide, nowhere to run. why are you torturing me like this? today was okay. i was supposed to get back my flour baby. i couldnt find ms zhou ._. GOSH, CHOCO LATTE! WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU WHERE ARE YOU BEING HELD HOSTAGE T.T i kept having dreams about me waking up late nowadays. most of it was associated with band. actually, all of it. one was about me getting a fever and being late to a band party or something and everyone go off. the next one was about me sleeping till 4.30pm aft i woke up at 6.30am and went back to sleep. then it was on tuesday and i missed the band practise. the last one was about me being late on the day of competetion where everyone was already in uniform at a place and i was rushing there like some mad woman running around. -and hell, it was a very refined and elegant place- i went to century square with mam wanjie aft self practise at around 4 to 5 today. heh, i ate ice cream! it was nice (: i am grouped with KAIJIUUN, ALEX and PRESTELA! for lite ahaha. and we dont haven the bloody time to meet. ._. i am bored. I AM HUNGRY! and i just ate dinner. heh. i'm rather thristy though hell, what's your freaking problem? i dont understand. what's wrong with you. why do you have to freaking hide your true self. i mean, who's gona get hurt? who? of cause it's you, freaking you.
Date : Thursday, July 17, 2008 Time : 8:23 PM happy birthday koek kiong, dear forgotten one.
i've never kept in touch with you since then. today is the 17th of July. today was okay. but it was rather sucky. two reeds that i used, one old, one new. both produce the same vibrating sound. gosh, is that my sound or what? i'm still having trouble switching keys from A to B. but today was okay, at least i managed to kept using support. i kept telling myself ; 'must support! MUST SUPPORT!' yeah. i cant go to sir yyz concert ): some exchange band thing. hais, and i wanted to go!. i got bitten BY A RED ANT. omg, i think it fell from the branches. it bit me on my neck, palm and arm. i am eating dinner now. haha. yeah. i'm tired today. my arms, shoulders and legs are aching from the swimming. heh. in the band room today.. mam wanjie : today what date? nicholas : 18 me : 17 nicholas : 18 me : 17 nicholas : 17+1 me : 18-1 then nvr say anithing alr ._. lmaos. mam jamila bought us things today! in ntuc. heh. mam wanjie got the duno wad sweet. mam jamila helped me choose and she bought the Pizza - Calbee for me (: she say mam clara go crazy over it ._. YEAH AND ITS NICEEEEEEE AHAHAHA i didnt open it until mam wanjie go away :X who ask her dowan lemme eat curry puff! she let me eat only when mam jamila 'hit' her. BLEHHHHHH TO MAM WANJIE! :DDDDD
Date : Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Time : 8:56 PM hellos!
today was a fun day. although some misfortunate things happened. we had photo taking today! :D it was fun. and i stood at the most corner i cut gupeng's queue at cai fan there today :X muwahha. anws, is the auntie call me de lurhhhhhhh~ i had swimming today. it was fun. except that halfway through, when i came up from the water, i had nose bleed. then i couldnt go back into the water ._. band was fun today :D cause we were in separate own self practises, i kept practising some parts from some scores and then in the end i was bored, i went to play spirited away- road to somewhere base on memory of the key tone and stuff, but then again, it's not the correct score and part haha. then me and mam wanjie bought mcflurry today. muwaha, i finished mine awhile ago. i'm eating chicken rice now btw. haha, smsing people also :D i like the song alot. my blog song. (:
Date : Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Time : 8:42 PM as always, i'm always so tired during classes!
ms zhou kidnapped my flour baby today T.T she say she gona return on friday ._. today band was okay. we did only kaze no mai today. i still sound bad. now i dont think it's the instrument. i think it's actually me ): i talked to mr tan and mr samad today. mr samad ask me go web find about the things i wana know. oh yeah, ytd i saw sherman. we took same bus and we sat like, only a gap apart. it's like. mam wanjie and me on the left side seat. then sherman on the right side one. we're separated by that gap ahaha. and he couldnt recognise me :D and he's very tanned now ._. lalala. i think it's okay. the 3 test today. bio, chinese and history.
Date : Monday, July 14, 2008 Time : 7:47 PM today was a sleepy day, as usual.
have alot of homework ah~ T.T havent eat dinner yet. i am the freaking model for IPW. LMAOS~ then i walk like robot like that. and pose like an idiot ._. band was okay today. at least i can plae :D i somehow rather memorised march blue sky already! and halfway of yorkshire ballad. i think sir teexian is still angry at me. gupeng came for band today (: and i am hungry went to mam wanjie house for awhile. cope her food actually. i ate alot of biscuits and drank soya bean milk. i shall start on my pile of unfinished work soon. and i forgot to bring my maths textbook home D: tomorrow got bio, history and chinese test. maths test coming up soon also. gosh, what about my calculator? IT IS DEAD. no, i mean the battery. not the calculator. i've been down on my luck since the beginning of term 1. i've been getting sick and depress and other weird random things happen. despite the situation, there are still some good things happening too. i shall go off and do my english composition now. i bet my teacher's gona have a hard time reading. no, not a messy handwritting. a very long composition with small handwrittings and no spacing. lastly, I A M H U N G R Y.
Date : Sunday, July 13, 2008 Time : 9:50 PM today i went to church
then after that took a bus for 2hour+ to my aunt house. and it was like, freaking sick lah. the bus driver like dont know how to drive one. suddenly drive so fast then stop. it made me sick with bus sickness, felt like vomitting. okay, so it was fun at my aunt house ahaha. yeah. i bought home alot of food and clothes also. and we went to the supermarket to buy stuff too. then i slpt like a pig in her house. woke up with a very big headache and felt giddy. aunt said i probably have a cold, like the cold before hadnt subsided. then i sat in uncle's car. which made me sicker and felt more giddy and vomit-ty. aye. it's okay today. haha, my cousins are fun too :D and i helped my cousin rate upon her picture and her clothes. muwahaha. ^^ ah, i still practising the tu-tutututututu!
Date : Time : 12:24 AM
well, (: i'm bored.
Date : Saturday, July 12, 2008 Time : 10:26 PM  everyday, i kept telling myself. 'i'm doing fine without you, i dont need you' but what am i saying; my heart does not feel this way. i feel awful, i really missed you.  how do i tell you i'm sorry? it's a great burden being lifted off that you are not with me anymore but somewhat, it's sweet and bitter with a little bit of sour feeling to it why does it feel like this. i feel relaxed, at the same time, sad why did i have to meet you? why have i grown so attached to you?  in the end, everything was a waste of time a waste of money and time. i wasted your time, we wasted our lives every minute and every second, every day we spent. it was just an illusion, something unreal. i still think about you, but i wont regret. i'll respect your decision;  i've come to sense. i've realised. the gap between us. i dont deserve you at all, i wasnt good enough. i'm sorry, i just can't reach it out to you. but i'm sorry. i'm sorry, truly sorry..
Date : Time : 9:15 PM nothing can be undone,
time cannot be reversed. regretting is forbidden. because you took things for granted. this is your punishment. not everything can be done twice. you dummy straight forward jerk. i still hate you.  aye! (: i just came back home. heh, mam clara came to my house ^^ then we spent like 1hr+ playing auditionsea and stuff. happy belated birthday mam clara! @@ but i wished you already, haha. congratulations on turning 15 (: today had band. i am still doing the tonguing thing. tu-tutututututu! heh. yupp aye, my instrument,reed or me, keep being airy. pek cek le ==" today was boring in the morning. relaxing in the afternoon and fun in the night (: i haven done any homework. going church tomorrow going aunt house aft that though. i'm glad. we actually broke off. blame yourself if you must. do not blame God. He had done nothing wrong, you are the one living your life. blame yourself for missing that chance. blame yourself for not doing your best. blame yourself, because you didnt care.
Date : Friday, July 11, 2008 Time : 8:39 PM tututututu!
i keep saying this since a moment ago must tongue faster @@ T.T but very hard to say siahs... i wonder how mam clara practise so many times *sees mam clara shining* memorised kaze no mai already. althought some parts not very sure yet. yorkshre ballad, havent even look at it yet march blue sky is screwed up ==" today i saw pearlyn's mother working at a bread shop. my primary school school mate, class 3.4 and 4.4 one. tomorrow got band. like 4 only practises left till competetion. i think. i've been saying tutututututu for 10 over minutes already @@ my tongue burning hot and it's so hard to pronounce T.T but must practise ._. i saw my basketball couch in the primary school basketball court just now. haha, havent changed a bit. although i didnt say hi, and i havent visit him for a long time already. now i'm scared of basketball ._. argh.
Date : Wednesday, July 09, 2008 Time : 10:40 PM PICTURES :D    SPOT THE FACES! :D every single picture have at least one.
Date : Time : 10:28 PM i trust people too easily
that's why i always get hurt i should never have trust humans so easily who knows what's hidden behind that mask who knows what's kept inside that brain, that heart. and who knows, what attitude they truly have, what they really are, showing their true colours. it's good to be back to normal again. i dont have to worry or get the least distracted ; anymore. we had swimming today! oh and this is the second day of flour baby. heh. i shall show you the picture later. of my flour baby! we had to go to the deep pool halfway through in the swimming lesson. ._. believe me, it was deep. it ranged from 1.20m to i-dont-know-what-metres but we were brought to try abit at 1.80m HELL, IT'S DEEP YO. i'm only 1.58m. 1.80m is like wth. but it was only for fun i tink. we didnt swim of cause (hell and i still can't freaking swim dammit @@) ah, i want to go swimming on saturday though. it sounds like fun (: hey, my blog has this song called Only Hope by Mandy Moore it's really nice (: I CAN FINALLY VIBRATO WITH THAT SONG. muwahha! -gets excited and runs around in circles like a red indian- okay, so stomach ache is getting back to me. argh. and it was PERFECTLY FINE 1week ago. okay, i shall sleep early today. i am tired :X AND I'M BACK TO AUDITIONING ALREADY! the only thing is that i want to maple ONLY IF SOMEONE ACCOMPANIES ME. cause it's not fun playing all alone ): i shall post the photos on the next post.
Date : Tuesday, July 08, 2008 Time : 12:02 AM ah, i just rmb. tmr got bio test.
is it? very confusing haha. i am bored. i'll sleep after i finish reading bio (: omg, i just saw a shadow walk pass.
Date : Monday, July 07, 2008 Time : 11:31 PM im hungry ._. haha.
short post today. no mood (: doing book review also.
Date : Time : 11:30 AM i bickered with charcoal bread.
AHAHA AND I WON. end up he gimme excuse say got work ._. then run away lalala. okay im hungry ._. HUNGRY HUNGRY! i want eat something @@ ah, since my fever subsided. my flu got worse. but my flu got abit better today while my sore throat got worst ==" argh. okays. i'm off to uh. 'hunt' for something to eat :D
Date : Sunday, July 06, 2008 Time : 7:35 AM hello.
sorry i didnt blog yesterday. i am very sick. high fever, flu, sore throat i didnt go band also ): now, it has dropped to 37.1 degree celcius. yesterday, it was 38.7 degree celcius. i've been maintaining 38 degree celcius range ytd since morning 5am+ till evening. and i didnt manage to eat until evening. i couldnt even stand properly or walk properly and my head hurts, and my legs were wobbly. and i saw alot of white spots when i was standing. today is much okay, i still have fever and flu but i can stand and i feel hungry. thats why i'm able to go online. ): i wasnt able to go to band i want to go to band. AND THEY HAD PIZZA! T.T i didnt get to eat it.. WHY WHY WHY T.T why did i have to be sick on saturday....
Date : Friday, July 04, 2008 Time : 7:05 PM i had a quarrel with you.
and you're just gona let it go like this? you're just gona stop talking to me? is it alright with you? dont expect me to talk. sorry, im not initiative, i wont talk. whad did i do today? good question. i had a boring day for bio and english and maths. then it was fun at lite because they were making their flour babies, while i stone for 1hour because i didnt have the right cloth for the wrapping of the fllour. aft sch i went to band. sir teexian taught me again. about those bscl things. he took very long to teach me because i'm slow and i dont understand but now it's much more okay. i must keep it in mind. if not, it's a goner. i still dislike you.i'm still mad at you. actually basically,i just wana ignore you. or maybe even so, i just wana stay away from you.
Date : Thursday, July 03, 2008 Time : 8:29 PM PHOTOS! :
 mam yanfang with mam mandy's sweet.  mam yanfang's fingers with mam mandy's sweet  mrs choong gave us this for youth day!  it's an ice cream gummy :X --------------------------------------------- today was. okay. i liked yorkshire ballad today, as always. the band's really small today. i just choked on a fishbone ._. i ACTUALLY swallowed it @@ THAT IS FREAKING WHY I HATE FISH! tomorrow we're doing flour babies. wheeeeeeeee! ahaha. :X it sounds fun ._. but tiring peharps. im still hungry. mm.. i late for school again today heh. i shall wake up earlier tomorrow :X sorry elena! i put it on silent ==" i heard what you say. i heard. i'm disappointed. maybe i shouldent trust people so easily. maybe it's different, maybe i should have been somewhere else. maybe i should have stayed there, rather than moving into that place. maybe i shouldnt have moved at all. or maybe i shouldent have accepted you as a friend. somehow, this reveals the real you.
Date : Wednesday, July 02, 2008 Time : 9:23 PM bored.
today was boring at school. i got sleepy, i kept dozing off. im sad T.T i didnt get to swim today ): i wana swim! T.T bio was..no comment. cux we're learning about AHEM. yeah. so it's like uhhhhhh. i went back to band after the swimming lessons that i didnt get to attend, as in swim. and then i sort of practised on the bscl. i received alot of songs hah. and i owe alot of people money. i need to pay back soon. and then i'll save more money for mam clara's birthday (: tomorrow's band again. my stomach hurts now. mm, nvm. i finished my bio homework. i must bring the flour tomorrow ._. 1KG! IT'S 1KG. yeah. i know ._. i'm exaggerating. let me accept the fact and let me get on that right path let me, find my way there.
Date : Tuesday, July 01, 2008 Time : 10:19 PM i dont really know the reason why.
why i talk shit to you everyday. and you had to endure all of them. why didnt you just tell me to stop. you dont have to be so nice to hear me talk shit. since it's shit talk, isn't it better that, i dont tell you anything? because, sorry, but i only talk shit. today was not bad. time passes fast O: yorkshire ballad was okay, after the sad story from mr samad. i'm going to use sir teexian's bscl from now on. lols. need to adapt already. it's not as easy ._. i keep squeaking. tomorrow having relvery again. sec 1s are joining heh. yay sir yyz having concert this month. and we're going to have a competetion on 24th july O: is it 24th? i think it is, cause it's on a thursday @@ i think there's no homework today heh. can slack :X Sir Yu Zhi's Concert : 27 July 2008, it's heavy carrying 1kg of flour in your bag everyday. SERIOUSLY! ==" yes. im not swimming tomorrow. BUT I REALLY WANT TO! but i cant ._. but after that i'm going to go to band heh. today was fun; after band. went to eat long john silver with mam fiona, mam wanjie and sir tx. but they were watching me eat though ._. then aft that we went to hawker centre eat. then i still got buy herbal egg before that. i ate alot today lols. school was like hell. i kept dozing off heh. i'm pretty tired today >< i cry because you are about to go. i cry because i was scared i cried because i fear. i dont know if i'm up to it. |
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