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Date : Friday, November 30, 2007 Time : 10:27 PM i just washed the swap.
it's clean now :D i washed it with 2 different soap.. one is the powdered soap.. another one is those block solid soap, olden days people use to wash clothes lahs.. hahas i haf 2 block of those..they work pretty well :D okayy..but it's so hard that when i use force.. my hand kena bruised ._. after washing the swap, my hands felt itchy ==" and of course, dry. in the process of washing, i suddenly felt very dizzy and giddy ; and everything was spinning... why?..
Date : Time : 9:08 PM blahs.!
i watched why why love till episode 7 le! hmm.. got many episodes where i cry lurhs ==" hais.. maple ahs.. hunt esther shield like siao alr.. finding cromi toos. bought a speed shoe for 200k. + avoidibility, + jump , + spd , wd 13 lurhs. hino fan i still dunnoe want to buy anot.. 500k, ma below avrg by 1.. hais..~~ i spend $3 on AAA batteries T.T oyah i got the edusave letter.. the reward thing.. gonna collect it soon :D and oh i got new legature =D for clarinet.. i bought home my clarinet huh..~ swap oso haf.. smelly and dirty one T.T cant find my one.. got the old one someone used before.. MUST..CLEAN..IT..UNTIL..VERI..WHITE.... im gonna wash it till it shines.. ok not dat exaggerating.. but white lahs..
Date : Time : 11:11 AM rawrs.
i overslpt x.x nuuuu... oyah i lvled. i lvl 48 liaos. :D muwahhahas~ wheee~ farewell party on tuesday right? @@ must..play..water..bomb....
Date : Thursday, November 29, 2007 Time : 5:09 PM todae had band ahs.!
okay lahs. it was..fun? SUPERMAN is HARD! i tink my fingers and brain lag ._. mayb they dont work together T.T i didnt remember the keys for the notes.. it was pretty hard, to me T.T hmm..we did packing today. it was fun :D and then we're gonna haf a farewell party next tues.. WOO! WET GAMES! ( okay it sounds wrong..) WATER BOMBS?! WOOO!!! i wanna throw at people @@.. PEOPLE :D and someone... :P if possible... maybe that person never come.. maybe that person still angry at me... maybe i'll just throw it at clara jiejie :D *imagines her chasing after me with a F5 look with a waterbomb* IF they planned water bomb games :D my hair okay lurhs. kinda straight :) i put pic? see... 
Date : Wednesday, November 28, 2007 Time : 9:53 AM muwahahas..
the hair is still straight =) but i must comb my fringe to the left/right.. cux if not i look like ghost ._. it is veri straight if i comb it down infront of my face, covering my eyes xD maple patching ahs! i go try make maple videos cans..? i noe how =D
Date : Tuesday, November 27, 2007 Time : 11:05 PM blahs.!
ugly ugly ugly! hair extension? LOL. my fringe is C shaped, so when i do this, my fringe seems longer =) its still the same length ==" only not curl.. im a boi, im a boi! see, sir yyz say one. blahs. and blehs. i heck care liaos. x) boi jiu boi lurhs, no harm done bahs. rawrs, i wanna eat! hungri hungri hungri @@ NATASHA! i promise to pay u back asap T.T clara..u wait a few months more can T.T hais. okay la.. ma`am yiling tell me nid put moisurizing cream @@ heng i haf 1 bottle? she taught me how to use de @@.. i mean the straighteniing.. now clara jiejie oso wan use, on her fringe lalalas~ okays. we see 1st =X muwahhahas... hey is there a difference in my fringe? @@ looks the same =="
Date : Time : 10:49 PM pictures after the bathing..
ugly face, see hair onli pls ^^ HAIR ONLY. ( no more comments ) face look like shyt and bloody hell =D  front view, mirror image, @@ dun see face, see hair can le.isit straight?  side view, i tie my hair..can u see the tiny pony tail? >< my stuff toy collection =X still got more~ but they not in the "family" so cannot put into the pic =X
Date : Time : 10:05 PM OMFG
i look like ghost.. my fringe was kanasai straight before washing. I REALLY LOOK LIKE GHOST..
Date : Time : 9:30 PM when i said he,
i meant someone else, not sir jl ==" aniwaes.. omg i was doing straightening.. dan i finish putting straightening cream, i washed, and i put neutralizing cream dan i go comb my fringe down.. OMFG?! it spiked out. SPIKED OUT, not down. u noe, normal ppl is spike down MINE IS SPIKED OUT LEH omg... XDDDD like sharp blade lidat/knife oso can omg~ hahas.. cute lahs =X cool xD. ltr i go wash, and dan wait for it to dry we'll see the result soon~
Date : Time : 7:34 PM heys, delp cant plae ahs.!
10% more to lvl!~~ T.T blehs.! got maintainence.. i watching why why love now. todae at band veri wad lahs. hais..natasha T.T y u say i got sore throat... i wanted to tell ma`am velda one T.T dan the sir jl made fun lahs. hais.. and how could he laugh lurhs. ihy..i hate him alot siahs. argh. its all his fault cans. there i was sitting there, almost crying when i saw him laugh how can he do this lurhs. hello lahs. he dunnoe my condition? dunnoe dunnoe lurhs, laugh all he wans. i'm not gonna bother again. i cant run, im still not feeling well yet he tinks im faking it? how i wished i could just faint infront of him. and put all the blame on him. i dun care liao lurhs, sick lurhs. i die oso no problem rite? run jiu run lurhs. I RUN LAHS. i oso heck care liaos. i sick, i oso dun care yea? die oso no problem huh?
Date : Monday, November 26, 2007 Time : 7:39 PM lalalas.
aniwaes i see wrong, im lvl 47 =P going 48! 65% i tink.. hey i show u the pic =D  this is my maple char =D
Date : Time : 9:04 AM bleh. i forgot to blog ytd xD
i tink fever gone down le, hope it goes down too~ my mage lvl 46 le, going 47 le! muwahhaas, ok la. i go maple le if stars and wishes reminds me of you, whad do they remind you of? i wun try as hard to forget you, i'll let time pass as these memories fade away
Date : Saturday, November 24, 2007 Time : 10:37 PM 3 days le, my fever still hasn't gone down..
hais... todae lvled, tmr gonna lvl again. AND I DIED SIAHS. my maple.. now lvl 44 =D hey,boy ; u wouldnt look at her again would u. u'll ignore her again, right? hey she's trying to forget him. although it's harder than it sound, her memories with him will fade slowly.. hey, forget everything boy, just forget everything..
Date : Friday, November 23, 2007 Time : 9:04 PM hahas,
i wonder when i'm gonna stop being sick.. ever since i've been born to this world, i haven't stop being ill.. and i have unpredictable bad luck and events occuring on me. but i managed to overcome those problem.. hey, you know what? i can't smile like before, i think i've lost the ability to smile, whad about him? is he satisfied in what i'm going through? is he happy seeing me in this state? i've always kept his words in my mind, but now, i just want to forget them all. once ; he said, if i was ever sad, he'll be sad too, so i told him, if he's happy, i'll be happy too. but why; why can't i share my joy, and my sorrow with him our distance had grown, we are just further apart now. hey, do you think he regret this? but i do ; i regret it alot. but well, he won't even be able to see this, so why, why do i bother to post this? if there's a 10% chance out of a hundred, i'll pin all my hopes on that 10%.. i want to let everything go, please. can't you help me? just this once. i want to forget everything we did, i want to forget those memories, those memories i don't want to be reminded again. let me faint, let me forget, it hurts even more, even deeper, everyday...
Date : Time : 8:18 PM todae ,
i went to mandy's house =) and took those books ; and uh, help her maple abit ._. muwahhas.. dan drop some equidments =X her hair so long cans T.T see my hair, dont want to listen to me, i call it to grow longer, still so short. T.T ~~~ hais, my fever hasn't gone down yet, why? i don't feel well too, both mentally and physically. you are the cause of it, the cause of it all, you made me what i am today, but you just left all of the sudden, it was your fault. but im just blaming it on you, im lying to myself.
Date : Time : 7:44 AM ellos. again =)
its early lahs i noe.. 6.48am someone sms me dan i woke up.. i slpt at 1.30am i tink.. im officially awake at 7.30am ==" i've been thinking about you, thinking if i should just forget you ; once again.
Date : Thursday, November 22, 2007 Time : 11:38 PM u talked to me,
but why, why dont i feel happy, excited? it was more like, u were forcing urself to talk to me. if that's the case ; i rather you don't talk to me. i rather you ignored me, i rather you had left me alone. it hurts; do you know how much it hurts? no, you'll never know. you'll never ever know how deep it hurts. you've changed, i've changed. we're not the same anymore ; not anymore, not ever. hey you know whad? i'm tired of waiting for you to forgive me; i'm tired of being the girl who no one knew; i'm tired of relying on you. can i just forget everything; forget everything about you. i don't want this to be a burden, a burden for me, to who i am; please, just let me off. i don't want to be reminded of you again.. but i cant; i see you everytime, i see you anywhere, can't you just let me get some air? i don't want to be sick because of you. i don't want to be in this state because of you. it hurts me more than it hurts you. why...?
Date : Time : 10:52 PM today, i went to band..
but i wasnt feeling well after running and during sectionals, when i was blowing the clarinet, i saw green, it's weird..but yeah.. everything i saw was green in colour, i felt breathless and restless, dizzy and i had stomach pain. i blacked out before that..i almost fainted? so i went home during lunch hours, i failed my superman yeah, that audition. isn't that sad, after all this, i had fever, are you the cause of all my illness? i admit that i couldn't just heck care, i care, i care alot. not talking to you everyday, my condition worsened, my mood went all the way to depressed. i have no mood, no mood to be happy. if i were to die one day, would u even care?
Date : Wednesday, November 21, 2007 Time : 6:44 PM im feddup with ue,
what haf i done to make u behave like this towards me? did i upset u? did i hurt u? im sorry i ignored u every time we passed by each other, what can i do? we have nothing to talk about. do we say hi? hello? no. u didnt even say aniting, u just look at me walk pass u. so what choice have i? look back at u? i ignored ur glance, ur stares and ur glazes. im sorry. im sorry.. u became so cold towards me, is this what i get after treating u that way? fine. it's fine ; i deserve it anyway.
Date : Time : 11:29 AM T.T dey say i look like boi..
vincent and yyz say i look like boi T.T dis stupid maple guy ask me if i boi or gal T.T EEEEEE..evil.... T.T i not boi~~....
Date : Time : 8:11 AM ahh..paisehh
i forgot post yesterday.. im now restricted to use the com. up till 12am ==" ytd did alot marching, and basics.. im tired out now. we also did some scores, haven finish them only. uhh..ambitious japan haven play yet, sounds..hard? oya i lvl 42 le..hahas sian =/..chiong ah! ytd auntie came siahs. in fact, 3 aunties came! actually can get $(15+10+10=35) de.. dan my one auntie say cannot so one of my $10 go to my mum T.T dey gimme money cux my results gud =X one of my aunt oso gimme fone sim card =D another one! yay can sms le..though i dunnoe the number lahs. ytd sms 2 person only hahas. muwahhaas! i still saving up lahs, to pay clara jie and natasha de debt.. omg i owe natasha veri long liaos, 1yr le.. eee nidda pay up soon >< clara jie, ur debt wait awhile more cans..?
Date : Tuesday, November 20, 2007 Time : 8:00 AM going band lurhhs!
another 5 to 10mins i go le. There will be a game client patch and server maintenance for MapleSEA on 20th Nov 2007, from 0400 hrs (+8 GMT) to 1030hrs (+8GMT). Version 0.48 - Launched of The Much Awaited 4th Job Advancement! - Introducing a New Boss: Horned Tail! - Launched of Monster Riding System! - New Special Vacation Event Quest! - New Alphabet Quest! - Fireworks Event! - Introducing Quick Delivery Service! - New Cash Items: Avatar Messenger added! - New Cash Items: Shakiel's Package - Other Cash Items added! - Reported bugs fixed! ah, i wonder if the patch will finish aft i come back? hahas. must chiong wors! 8% more i lvl le. dad caught me at 2am ytd. @@ he good.. he nvr scold me at night he scold me next morning, which is today.
Date : Monday, November 19, 2007 Time : 7:11 PM hey, hahas
i just received a chain mail, but anyways, AQUARIAUS The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. AHAHA, i agree on the bolds de. the rest are for me to know, and for you to find out =P hahas. ^^ chionging maple again! tomorrow band liaos, i wonder if i can remember the POP thing, aiyah, drills..hard norhs =X but i enjoy it alot ^^ i like marching =D hahas, okayy. here's an anime introduction. Kekkashi i haven watch it, but roughly, i guess it's nice, it's also about school, and magic. hmm..bleach out bleach II le. hahas catch it on youtube i guess?
Date : Time : 10:44 AM hais,
i still haven read gakuen alice and im still chionging maple. bloody siahs, im so irritated right now, feddup.. i tolerate things too long will pile up the anger, then will explode de.. im also controlling my vulgars now, dont play with me, boy im refraining myself from using vulgar, trying to tolerate those irritating and annoying things, holding back my anger.. don't fiddle with me, im not someone you should play with. hello lurhs, imagine one guy play maple with you keep saying want to win ur lvl, he want win he win lurhs, not my problem. annoying thing is, he KEEPS saying that and he KEEP asking for my LEVEL. not once a while leh, EVERYDAY u know.. how can not be feddup i ask u. then keep ask for my %.. % wad % lah...wtf..bloody cb.. tmd, he veri heng i nvr explode when both of us talking. wad shyt lurhs....
Date : Sunday, November 18, 2007 Time : 10:02 AM hahas. aiyahh must go maple again le,
chiong ahh! hahas. im a complicated girl, i led a complicated life, i have a complicated attitude i have a complicated personality. nothing i do is right
Date : Saturday, November 17, 2007 Time : 11:51 PM heya, here i am to blog again!
todae didnt read gakuen alice, but hey i chiong maple! i lvl 39 le, 1 day 3 lvl =D one is 3am lvl de, one is arnd 2pm, one is arnd 6pm ben lai want to plae more de, but hey, it's getting boring >< tmr dan plae bahs. hmm..i wonder hw their concert went ._. mam jane de >< even though i dunnoe her =/ hahas. watching videos now, with chen chang korkor! hmm..bleach i wanna rewatch ahs, but not at night lahs, scary =X
Date : Time : 12:02 PM soft toys..
to me, it's another friend. it accompanies you when u're sad,angri,happy and so on. even though it cant talk, and it cant move, it cant see.. it's still another best friend to me. maple hars? i lvl le. i lvling todae oso ytd 2am+ lvl de. or was it 3am? now 50% le. i chionging soon =) hais, my internet connection kip disconnect whats wrong lahs.. stomach pains now and then, shd be "heaty" bahs. scrolls..i dunnoe hw sell lahs, can anione help T.T i always get scammed ._. my bl pathetic.. onli got active de is 2 kor and huichun, yyz kor and dkgrand kor.. hais. =/ so sian lahs.. i wan die le... ok lahs. hahas, blog hao lerhs. ltr blog agains. =X oya gakuen alice i read the manga till 60-70+ le. Chapter 29-40 is in english Chapter 41 onwards is in chinese. i reading it still lahs hahas..
Date : Friday, November 16, 2007 Time : 1:53 PM clara jiejie T.T
you sent me one song jay chou sing de i tink, not cai hong or bu neng shuo de mi mi, that song makes me cry everytime i listen to it ==" ehh i dunnoe why oso... todae morning when i wake up, everything was blurry i cant see properly. i thought my degree had increase, thankfully no.. everything that happened to me, are those just misfortune? or just blessing in disguise? are they a warning i shd ever consider, or just fate.. hey, im feeling down a little.. so yah.. angry, i cant stay angri at him so i kept the anger back, i kept it to myself. i pretend to be normal i pretend to be happy. just to make him feel at ease.. at least, just so he doesnt feel uncomfortable; the only word i said was "sorry" and i didnt give the reason why, i, myself, i dun even noe the reason why..
Date : Thursday, November 15, 2007 Time : 9:36 PM heyys.
todae did drills,marching hahas forgotten alot commands. i slpt at 5am and woke up at 6.12am, gud for nth daddy say going 7am STILL SO LONG CANS. in the end nvr get any slp. went to band and felt giddy, almost fell aslp when playing animation medley. hey got new scores, i failed both my audition, hahas, corked up and score flew away. todae was not very satisfying, but hey, it was fun. i just woke up, senior force me to sleep ._. too tired, i slpt from 5pm? till like 9pm, and ate my dinner which was pandang rice ( green...) with chicken wings and salad( dipped in coconut milk) mmm..nice =X hahas. tired ==" i wanna slp somemore.. but hey, i'll try ltr. hais. not feeling well ever since the choking incident scared someting mite happen... what if the food went somewhere else instead.. i was coughing really badly that time till there was a pain i guess. ._. mayb cough too hard. hais.... hey, God, if you can hear me, please help me ._. God, im scared, i dont wanna end up in the hosptial Being operated, or anything scary like that. God, i hope i can pull over this, like the others. Those tooth surgery, that removed the pain. All thanks to you God, thank you. hey God, please just help me okay? Love you loads God, In the name of Jesus, Amen.
Date : Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Time : 6:29 PM AHAHAHA
AFTER SO MANY DAYS OF SEARCHING I FINALLY FOUND THE GAKUEN ALICE MANGA IN ENG SUB DE MUWAHAHHAS OK NOW I GO READ LE AHAHAHHAHA TOO HAPPY CANNOT STOP LAUGHING
Date : Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Time : 7:17 PM sometimes;
i wish upon that star and hope that; you'll look back at me once a while too sometimes; i felt neglected; you just didn't seem to care and i just can't stand it anymore so, i've ignore you too. sometimes; i recall those unforgotten memories; the days u ignored me, and you gave me that cold shoulder. i've waited long, so i can't remember those happy memories, anymore. sometimes; i wished i really hadnt met you; i wished you weren't in the same class; i wished i hadn't fallen for you.
Date : Time : 7:09 PM slpt at 4am and i woke up at 7am
hahas; went for my cca, beloved band =D hehes. but sadly, i failed my set piece and sight reading T.T hey, we did drills again today and im completely messed up on those commands; again too bad huhs, but it was fun, really ^^ hais. was kinda sick today i felt giddy and stomach ache, dan like as if i going faint lidat dan ltr on the stomach inside like all the food/stuff inside is moving around and move around too much well..felt really sick ==" but im happy todae, i got finished the score at least, hey, my reed is okay! for the first time ==" ._. oya my instrument leaks one leis. mr samad say de ==" i wanna try not to break the reed yahs? hey ytd nite, brandon saw me at market there so paiseh cans. i wear market clothes dan i forget wear specs; again and got seen.. hey, ys saw me too i guess i saw some guy, like walking really fast when he spotted me of cux all is blurry and then the height and that clothes, i see b4 so must b him.. hais. i'm really confusedd; can anyone help me right now?
Date : Monday, November 12, 2007 Time : 5:12 PM PICTURES =D
i too addictive le ><  natsume =)
cute mahs cute mahs? =D
Date : Time : 5:08 PM sometimes;
i really wish i was in an anime, and not born into this world. i'll be the character of whatever the writer wants, but not some monster or anything. at least, there's always a story, and an ending, and, the writer decides it all.. i'm too addicted to gakuen alice academy ==" i can't stop trying to get the manga T.T loves! hahas. i'm also trying to upload some videos.. hmm...stupid huh? =/ hey, been all day now, i haven's eaten anything ==" even though i said i will..did i say that? i haven even drink a single water up till just nw.. green tea =X hais..NATSUME~~ mikan and natsume <3 hahas but poor ruka =X
Date : Time : 12:46 PM Favourites :D
Favourite colour: White Favourite food: Any food edible/to my liking Favourite movie: - Favourite sport: Basketball Favourite day: Friday Favourite season: Autumn Favourite ice cream: - Current ~ :D Current mood: Relaxed Current clothes: Pink shirt; White short Current desktop: Huh? Current surroundings: Bedroom. Current irritations: Him Current thoughts: Watch Anime Firsts :D First bestfriend: Pei shan ( Primary 3) First crush: Primary 5 ( hahahas ) First movie: Titanic ==" ( when I was a baby ) First lie: 4years old First music: Any music soothing to my ears Lasts ): Last drink: - Last car ride: Friday Last crush: Another Him Last called person: - Last person called: - Last CD played: - Have you ever ... ~ ? O: Dated one of your best friend?: Yah Broken the law?: Shouting in the public? Ever been arrested?: Duh, of course not Been on TV?: Yah..On the 6PM News on channel 8 Kiss someone you don't know?: I'll be mad if I did that Random 5 things you're good at : 1) Watching Anime 2) Drinking water 3) Staring into space 4) Eating 5) Sitting/Standing for a long period of time 4 things you've done today : 1) Watch Anime ==" 2) Use the computer 3) Get out of bed 4) Comb my hair 3 things you can hear right now : 1)Fan. 2)Blog song 3) The typing sound of my keyboard 5 People to do this :D 1) Jasmine 2) Clara 3) Yanfang 4) Mandy 5) Myself =X
Date : Time : 12:28 PM i finished watching Gakuen Alice Academy
and omg, i cried alot at the last episode ==" hey, second season of it comes next year at march hmm..someone said that, so guess it mite be true can't wait for it to show again! bleh.. why didnt they put mikan and natsume in the end x.x natasume <3 hahas cute lahs. aniwaes, hmm... guess i'll be searching for more manga @@ or mayb anime video ~~ hey, do i look like someone with a bf? O.o someone i talked to ytd tot i got bf ==" diao, someone like me? no way possible =) hey, i'm gonna go eat now i woke up at 9am btw wanted to wake up at 7am, eye lids too heavy bahs, cannot open x.x hahas.
Date : Sunday, November 11, 2007 Time : 5:18 PM Boy,
If I can't love myself, I can't love anyone, and most of all... `I can't love you Hey, so I've gave up on you I've gave up on you, boy. sorry.
Date : Time : 9:20 AM hey people =D
long time no chat, internet got cut off ><" ytd just got access to internet around 7pm, got ALOT of downloading to do, and anime to watch =P i played till 3.30am =D hmm..it's the holidays liao hors, but still got band lahs. on friday, we had drills, for band POP i tink, for those marching thingies fun, but tiring, and i forgot all the commands for what liaos. =X kays ; i failed my sight reading audition for band T.T both of it~! but i pass the set piece ^^ both of it~! hmm.. that's kinda all.. oyah, exam.. i got 73.0% as overall score hmm.. english ;B4 chinese; B3 maths; A1 science ;A1 geography; A2 history; A2 liteterature ; B3 DnT ; A1 H.E ; A2 Visual Arts; A1 CME ; A music ; B interdisciplinary project work (god knows what's that) ; A kays, i'm downloading maple now since the last one ( ytd) failed ==" and oh, i'm hungry ._. oyah ; ytd chat wit alot alot ppl oso got ppl make me pissed off lorhs. but it was fun, chatting with sir tx over band/scores/clarinet( somehow) and reuben on different kind of things and yah lol midnite nicholas came online dhan chat about band i really wonder how they can constantly keep band in their minds @@ anyways, i go watch anime le ^^ |
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