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Date : Monday, March 31, 2008 Time : 7:48 PM dad keeps nagging and nagging.
NON STOP AHS. blahs, i'll think of something.. like really not eating and not spending any money like, starting today...
Date : Time : 7:33 PM im so gona cut down on my fone.
the bills came $50 again. i think i sms too much, and talk over fone too much. i shall onli use the phone if necessary, even if im bored, im not gona sms. yups. i photocopied those scores already, still got some others though. today tired, played alot on the bscl. i even slpt on the bus, almost hit people. haven do art homework, but i dont feel like doing ): hais, ltr bahs. seriously, im tired now feel like slping, but i haven eat also. skipped breakfast and lunch...... i wonder if you felt hurt when u heard about it ; i felt hurt the other time when you told me about that jealous and disappointed.
Date : Sunday, March 30, 2008 Time : 5:42 PM with you around me,
it seemed so much more secure. but now it's her, and not that girl. she should finally give up on you. but i really wonder if she can let go.. back! hahas. did alot of things in one day. went to church (: my top most priority. (although i have to wake up so freaking early) played the bass clarinet yesterday night. I CAN FINALLY DO THE BASIC CONCERT Bb MAJOR SCALE! yupps! after church i went to library. spent my time from 11am+ till 12+ there. yah and i borrowed like..6 books..?! excluding the 2books i borrowed previously. ya, and i have 8 library books in my house nw. yah and then we went mac eat. spent $4.50!! T.T yup and then did project at the 2nd floor in CS. the customer service there ( it was freaking cold there, serious ) ya and then when we finished, prestela and me went to pasar malam there we walked at there for nearly an hour. yah and we looked at alot of things. prestela settled on potato chips and i bought body foams, 2 for $10.80 (and i got back my $10.80 from mom) walked alot today, had fun (: chit chat alot toos ^^ eating ice cream now :X ahahahas! yup, im gona play the bass clarinet ltr. ( BTW I WASHED THE SWAP! AHAHA IT'S CLEAN! )
Date : Saturday, March 29, 2008 Time : 3:01 PM played the bass clarinet today.
brought it home too (: ya and the swap was so disgustingly dirty ._. lmaos. hooray i can play the bass clarinet! but i still cant side read ._. oyah and i dont really apply couting ._. BUT IM GONA LEARN AND PRACTISE! eating my breakfast/lunch nw ): going out do lite nppa later. then tmr do eng nppa. hais..chem nppa how? i also duno. HAIS! HOW LAHS BODOHS. did drills today (: so fun.
Date : Friday, March 28, 2008 Time : 9:08 PM The Water Bearer has many relationships -- the real prize, though, is in finding that perfect one. Aquarians love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in their friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. A progressive nonconformist is a blessing to the Water Bearer, and if they can give them the space they crave, even better. The key to real passion for Aquarians, however, is in connecting with that lover who can make vulnerability safe for them. Aquarians are so often busy caring for the masses that they forget about themselves! A lover who can help the Water Bearer get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside will tap into a torrent of emotion waiting to be released. The ideal Aquarius soul mate is an Einstein with lots of soul.
ahahaha! TRUE TRUE!. credits to astrology.com :X blahs, im reading online hororscopes and stuff nowadays. i dont know why also, but im not supposed to. and it's not true also, but im kind of addicted to it now? blahs, i hope i dont believe in them.
Date : Time : 7:19 PM oleh.
im finally back home. i sat in the sun from 7+ till 12+. played prestela's psp ( her cousin's) from 8am+ till like 12am+ before it broke down ._. i hope her cousin doesnt yells ==" happi bdae natasha. although u cant view this. (ya since i didnt invite her to tis blog) today was sweaty. it was DAMN FREAKING HOT and yahs, aft all that sports tingie we went to CS and stuff and discuss on our english nppa. sunday meeting up again (: aft my church. yahs and then we went to sun plaza! hahhas. and i owe agnes $7 ._. I GOT A NEW HANDFONE CASE! and i ate mac chicken burger ._. yahs.~ blahs, bored ehs. eating dinner aka lunch as well :X didnt really eat breakfast though. sayonara (:
Date : Thursday, March 27, 2008 Time : 7:44 PM chongteck went to barritone sax.
yongliang went to clarinet ._. and i wana go bass clarinet! i taught PIYU ( i hope i spelled it right) today. her embrochure and fingering :X assigned her task to go home do ^^ ( i hope she practise! ) gosh so hungry today ): and LL didnt reply my sms and stuff again! hmpf. tired after a long day. TOMORROW IS SPORTS DAY, HOORAY! yups. NO LESSONS! can slp i tink :X i kind of regret. without you. but i still feel your gaze although it's a different story now.
Date : Wednesday, March 26, 2008 Time : 8:17 PM i swear, i could barely walk down a staircase, or even climb up.
my leg is like. FREAKING PAIN? and i had gastric THE WHOLE DAY. after school got IT and stuff. so suay, i was put at the boys there to sit. god, we did some chemistry things and put it on window movie maker. but it was okay, quite fun. after IT went to macdonalds to eat. spend alot also. and me and alicia were laughing like mad for 6-10mins like that. non stop ==" and we kept continue laughing and laughing. HAHAHAS and i shall not tell you about it here. :X it's something about one of our classmates (: (ya and alot of people were staring at me and her ._. ) ahahaha! i love the show i recommended to mam clara. erm, i forgot the name... MASAHIRO AND MOKKUN AKA GUREN ARE CUTE!. GUREN IS SUPPPPERRRRRR COOLLL! AND HOT :X ahahahhaas! I MAD LIAOS LMAOS.
Date : Tuesday, March 25, 2008 Time : 8:11 PM tired today.
ran intervals, 6 times, and in the middle we do some exercise like jumping jacks, step ups, crunchies, pumpings. the last 2 round we didnt do ani of those exercise though. FOR PE. went to art musem, it was OH-MY-TIAN gorgeous. very interesting (: and i was very tired after that ._. went to band straight away when i reached sch again yah and the same old stuff, out of tunes and stuff. (BUT I COULD RUN THE SCALE SIAHS! :X) bathed for 40+mins just nw. thats why nw then eat dinner. now then i realised, i was in love with you all along, just that i was careless, i didnt notice.
Date : Sunday, March 23, 2008 Time : 3:47 PM gosh lahs.
==" alot alot problems cans. oo i trimmed my fringe. cux it was long so i side it to the left, if not poke my eyes ._. pain one. mm..i think i still side to left bahs. cux my hair abit curl, so it will curl to the right if it's on the left and curl left if it's on the right. blahs, center will remain center though :X yah and that's why my eyebrow there, there's always a visible hole inbetween the fringe ==" woke up at 2pm.
Date : Saturday, March 22, 2008 Time : 8:20 PM Big Lie #1: "I'm not mad at you."
Oh, yes she is. Don't think you're getting off that easily. This lie is one of the most frequently used in relationships. Typically, women who have been hurt by men in their lives -- often inadvertently -- use this phrase as an emotional defense. For example, if a guy forgets his girlfriend's birthday, calls her by his ex's name, or commits any of the other minor screwups that most men do on a daily basis, women usually can't just let it go. They dwell on it, letting worries whittle away normal feelings of well-being like a dog gnaws on a bone. Instead of admitting that she's actually quite hurt by his relatively minor offense, the woman will half-heartedly pretend that she doesn't care at all. In reality, she does care, very much so, but doesn't want to look too anal-retentive or bitchy about it, so she puts up the flimsiest of facades to indicate otherwise. Lie radar: This lie is extremely easy to pick up on because women barely bother to hide their irritation in this situation. As unfair as it may seem, they basically want men to read their minds and learn that, in this case, "No, I'm not angry," actually means, "I am shooting invisible hate laser beams at you right now, please pick up on it." Excessive eye rolling, mean tones and passive-aggressive behavior in general are dead giveaways. What you should do: Save yourself some time and headaches later on by calling her on her real feelings and discussing why she's so angry. i picked it up from a website :X hahahas. yah, im still reading it. it's about woman and man's personality how they work things, how they convey what they want to say and stuff :X
Date : Time : 6:47 PM agnes came over (:
i was very goong lahs. we meeting at the overhead bridge end mahs. then i think i told her to meet at HER THERE, the pasir ris that area the overhead bridge. but then when she say she reach there, she was at tampines end, i was at pasir ris end, in the end i ran over there. okays, we went to buy alot of things from NTUC. found out everything was there, of course, market there also :X went to my house and cooked the things. at first we cooked the rice, then veri wet then veri sticky lols. then we duno wad to do ==" later then we did the frying (actually she did all the frying, i only put in the ingredients :X) yup and then it turned out nice ^^ veri nice :X serious. except the burned egg ._. i think it was my pan ==" cux 2 times, the eggs all burned one. hahas, then after that when she going home i accompany her mahs. then we went to play with the water, cux it was raining :X hhaahas. (and i looked veri stand out with the bright yellow umbrella) i looked veri doll today ._. yah, exactly, i look like a doll today. because of my hair ==" even though i side it lols. ITS PUFFY AND FRIZZY! blahs.
Date : Time : 1:18 PM boredoom.
agnes coming over :X do home econ ._. we're gona buy ingrediants toos. i wonder @@ where we gona go. cold storage ahs? :X which is at whr..hougang?! boreds. tidy house from 10 to 12pm. gosh right? and i took the trouble to wake up early ==" mm..she coming at 2pm. at first i say 1pm de. then she wan 2pm x.x my room giving me headaches. i spray too much perfume ._. now whole room got the strong smell lols.
Date : Friday, March 21, 2008 Time : 11:16 PM after using the hair dryer, my hair turns out unexpectedly straight. (at least straighter than usual curl)  hahahas.yes, just taking a photo ._.
ya, i put my hair back @@
Date : Time : 10:47 AM BAND PHOTOS.!
(and i was blocked in all of them)  see, i was standing beside mam fiona. and i was blocked by mam zifeng. same goes for this as well ==" only 1/4 of my head is seen :X
lols. =="
Date : Thursday, March 20, 2008 Time : 10:39 PM boreds.
finished my yoghurt 30seconds ago. im wondering if im gona be transferred. who knows, maybe i wouldn't be ):
Date : Time : 8:08 PM gosh, tired.
long day at school. slept alot today. i'm wondering when i'm gona get transferred. ): i cant wait to long. it sucks getting stuck inbetween. ): now im uncertain whr im gona end up at T.T homework! projects! researchs! tmr gd friday le. hahas (; so nice. but so sad, no band ):
Date : Wednesday, March 19, 2008 Time : 10:56 PM somehow,
i always felt veri transparent. everywhere. in class, school, among my friends, among teachers, family, relatives, cousins. it's like im not noticable. like as if i'm some floating spirit. i dont get any attention. i dont hold any rank, any popularity among my frens. it's veri irritating. annoying. to be unknown.
Date : Time : 9:39 PM here's the white bag mam clara talked about.
erm..it looks yellow because of my lighting at home ._. plus it's in the night, not day @@ so it seems yellow.  ya and she was going on and on about it.what like the bag alot de :X hahahas. -get jealous mam clara :X-  im gona use it onli on saturdays and outings. go sch carry dis big bag..diaoz ==" hahas.
Date : Time : 9:25 PM gosh.
my primary sch fren terence saw me alot of times in bus liaos. and the best of all, i didnt notice. suddenly felt veri itchy, all over. then i went to bathe @@. and actually, im fine being placed anywhere. erm, and noticed i put my blog as private alr? :X boreds. going sleep soon. tired today. sayonara. oyasuminasai (: dont look at me with those cold, distant eyes. dont laugh and joke with me, because i can't bear the pain. seeing you making friends with me.
Date : Time : 6:32 PM tired.
people knew already. she knew also. gosh, i feel like slping. i feel rather down today. depressed ): boredoom.
Date : Tuesday, March 18, 2008 Time : 7:42 PM gosh, i slpt for english today.
i mean like. IT WAS TOTALLY BORING. (god, why do i speak like this now, hell, i oso duno) yup. and ll still doesnt reply my smses. sad case, maybe he blocked me or smth. phys nppa. agnes was so bloody angry at me for including leong and yl's names. i'm like, wads wrong, even if they did nothin. there's still chem they can do mahs. if they nvr do, i cover for them lahs. it's unfair lahs. but they are my classmates mahs. my fren. if u didnt do aniting, then i dun include ur name lahs? then i help u fail can, even though i ur fren? i will feel guilty one cans. sayonara. why did he appear so..frustrated in a sense. he looked pissed off probably. maybe i shouldnt even have became his friend. gosh..
Date : Monday, March 17, 2008 Time : 8:42 PM so irritated.
she wan use floss, i dun allow mahs. floss wad shyt, waste my floss only. then when i was forced to gif her the floss right. SHE GIMME ATTITUDE SIAHS. say wad nvm. wad trying to brush her teeth. SHE END UP LIDAT IS SHE OWNSELF DESERVE LURHS. everyday eat sweet, not just one sweet, A LARGE AMOUNT. somemore EVERYDAY LEH. so pampered cans, she wan dis she get dis, she wan that she get that. waste my time stand there handle her my 15cm long floss. i said "u come out take now if nt i throw" u noe wad she reply. "throw lurh" WALAN LEH, IS SHE ASK ME GIF HER DE LURHS. NOW SHE WAN ME THROW. fk lahs. sound like my fren lurhs, serious. -that awful someone i hate, alot-
Date : Time : 8:01 PM god, i felt hot throughout the day.
must be ll.. hahas, he not online so long le. oso nvr reply my sms ): slpt in class and throughout recess today. lols. today went to band, and i used the very horrible soundin reed. gosh, so out of tune with sir tee xian ==". SO OUT OF TUNE WITH BINGJIE. they say i not focusing the air properly. mm..must make embrochure smaller. after went for band we went to pasar malam. met band members there. gosh, and it was like, so cold. i mean the expressions on their face. lols. tmr got band again. gosh, i forgot wad homework i have. tired today. i must eat more "iron" <-- mineral tingie. sayonara (:
Date : Sunday, March 16, 2008 Time : 11:32 PM head aching.
the only time i ate was at 4pm. it was my breakfast,lunch and dinner. do project until siao, chiong everything today. gosh, my head really pain. duno wad the hell gona bring tmr. feel veri slpy. the back of my head aching. and my vision getting blurrer. gosh i onli slpt for 2hours. ll didnt reply my smses today. and on top of that, he wasnt online. ......
Date : Time : 1:07 PM gosh, im like the current church
that im attending. although i had to wake up bloody early for it. homework, all not done. project, all do halfway. god, i hate this holiday. i made frens :D there's one called charis kum, followed by corinne, abigail, rachel and debra. it was a blast. totally fun (: we went to debra's house (or isit debrail) yup, and we watched a clip on something related to the lessons we were having. the church is at bedok. it's called bedok medoist church. take bus 10 and stop at the stop after you see the bloody temple opposite the church. abigail said i looked older than 14. gosh, and those who are 20 over looked like 16 and stuff. gosh, i enjoyed today's lesson. nxt week dun haf though ): but it's confirmed im going there (:
Date : Saturday, March 15, 2008 Time : 11:28 PM today did drills @@
woah, damn tired :X but fun ^^ the gate to upstairs was locked @@ some people had to climb up the ladder to go to the band room -which was on the 4th floor..- yup. it was fun :X but tiring. i slpt for 6hours straight! oyah today went to bugis buy bag. erm, my belated bdae present from mam clara,mam mandy and mam yf. white bag. $30. (god, so expensive) gosh, we took neoprints. but it came out wrongly. so in the end, it was wasted. tmr going church. waking up at 6.40am. i wonder when i'm having a break. so tired..
Date : Time : 12:03 AM im afraid.
one day, that i will just break down. i'll break down and cry infront of that person. i agree with the song. serious. "what hurts the most, was being so close" naturally. ll is the hot&sexy lenglui chap fren. loves (: (boi horh, not girl) im wondering why i get so annoyed with replying kk's sms. he cares lahs, but he cares too much. i need space. lols. god, i wonder why i care. why i bothered. to know... doesnt all the girls keep things to themselves? or is it just me..
Date : Friday, March 14, 2008 Time : 6:16 PM i kept wondering why;
because i dont understand. what's there to compare; they are different in their own aspects. one's view doesnt mean it's the truth. yet i still dont understand. seriously, i dont, really. there's just something something troubling me.
Date : Time : 6:07 PM i took a few pictures of the sky on my way back home.
i just love it, looking at nature (: i also take pictures of the trees ^^ i particulary love this one. i didnt edit it, it was like this when i took it.  i like this too, looks very realistic.got depth also. hahaha (:
isnt it nice.
Date : Time : 4:34 PM today went to bendemeer exchange.
god, it was awesome. -the games part and interacting part- mm.. actually, i didnt felt that we thrashed bendemeer more like, i tio thrashed lidat. cux i like, didnt put in my best. hell, did u know. whenever i sit beside mam mandy. i can imitate her sound. but when i dont sit beside her. whichever reed i use, i sound very ugly. serious x.x damn tired. oyah i rmb some of their names. Mindy, Carol, Kellyann(dunno hw spell), raymond or smth. yah lmaos.! :X hahas. oo yay i talked to sandra :X and amelia kip sticking to me ._. actually , most of the juniors who are chinese talked to me :X (i tink they think that im mad cux i kip saying hi) had fun today with bendemeer :X hahas (:
Date : Thursday, March 13, 2008 Time : 9:30 PM oh god,
my stomach hurts from morning till now. (aww man, my sister smell horrible) today went for band. there was the mood today in animation medley and kaze no mai. i could actually play louder than usual today. i managed to sell 3 tickets. god, i need 7 people more. today went for lite tingie. (i actually changed to home clothes aft band in sch) wow and mr samad was in the girls toilet drying his shoe. cux the boys toilet was locked. man, wad a pity ==" i saw K.K's pic. and L.L's pic. (k.k is online dar, l.l is my online fren) K.K look like girl :X but nvm la lols. L.L looks nice with spiked hair. but he doesnt spike his hair ): AND HE CUT HIS HAIR TODAY MY TIAN. we did the dance steps for stick figures today. it was fun :X and i was called the "block of wood" by mr samad cux i cant move much. (BUT HELL I DO DANCE LIKE MAD AT HOME WHEN NO ONE'S LOOKING. oh hell, i can move , i can do, seroius.!) i brought home my band file today. god, and when i got home. i realised i didnt bring home my stick figures score. wad an idiot ==" lite, lite was horrible. seriously, they show no interest. NO LIFE IN THE DRAMA! god, i wish i can memorise the script. because i somewhat love acting loads.
Date : Wednesday, March 12, 2008 Time : 11:01 PM was very pissed off just nw,
can ask jody& junwen they all. but then chat over with K.K okay le (: hahas. oh god. my fone bill gonna be high le. die @@ omg... blahs. anws. :X IM GONA SAVE MONEY and stuff so that i can buy contact lens :X for the upcoming concert @@ or smth lidat. if cannot, then cmi.
Date : Time : 9:45 PM for goodness sake lahs.
science nppa, all duno wad to do. then i know liao, i ask him help find the scientist he bo chap me, then i ask if tis paticular scientist okay anot. then reply me "anything?" KNNB CB LAHS HIM. dowan help also. keep ask me science nppa how how how. HOW I KNOW then duno where the other grp members die until where. now like everything i do. always lidat de lurh. ask them how they tell me duno duno duno duno DUNO UR NB LJ LAHS. then how i do i ask u. it's not easy lurh. i doing physicist. CHEMIST HOW? I DO AH? walao eh..
Date : Time : 6:16 PM bloody hell lahs.
i rmb i nvr gif my dad the receipt for the top up ez link card lurhs. got mehs? he say he nvr ask from me immediately. he say he nxt day then get from me. wad shyt lah, i rmb dun haf lurhs. today went out do proj. okay, i really went late ==" cux why ah, i overslpt right? o.o then i on com. also.. ya and i use com. until @@ yah.. oyah we didnt really do aniting ._. peggy was the one who's gona draw the crops. and stuff, we doing shifting for the geo skit. oya we went to plae arcade and shop arnd and aft that :X WE SAW NICK LEONG AND PPL. -actually, i onli saw leong kor, cux he sit corner. and tall- erm tmr going for lite again. IM SO GONA BRING MY HOME CLOTHES MAN. WA I TELL U AH, TODAY SO SUAY MAN. I KENA RAIN ALOT TIMES. then the agnes step on a puddle, -cux raining heavily- and the whole water splash on me. OYAH OYAH AGNES TODAY SUPER DUI LIAN. HER SLIPPER FLY OUT LOL SERIOUS! :X WHO ASK HER KICK. aww..tmr gona wake up early again. hais..
Date : Time : 11:00 AM going to peggy house soon.
maybe i shall go late ._. dont wanna wait there like idiot ==" mmm..audition sea and cabal sea CAN PLAE LE! hahahahhahaa. okays. -someone actually woke me up arnd 6am!- RAWR! k.k woke me up at 6am ._.
Date : Tuesday, March 11, 2008 Time : 10:33 PM Rules of the GAME .
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged & list their names.No tag backs! 1. i love walking in the rain 2. i can sleep for 24hours @@ 3. i am a pig ._. 4. i love eating food :X 5. online relationship wif k.k 6. sometimes i may just suddenly turn lesbian ._. 7. must sleep with a clock beside me x.x 8. no lights on if i'm gona sleep. 9. kind of strict, usually very flexible with friends. 10. may have a mood swing any time @@ List of people tht's gonna to do this (: # CLARA egg roll # YANFANG strawberry # JUNWEN flower meat # MANDY milkshake # JASMINE senior.
Date : Time : 10:20 PM went to band today.
dead tired. taught PEIZI and AMELIA how to tongue today. but other seniors also taught them how lahs. mam mandy gimme her 3 1/2 size reed. hahas, then the sound same as hers :X after band ended. i ran from band room to the bedok mrt station (not exactly run, walk at a very fast pace) then i got off the mrt at tampines mrt station and i walked at a very fast pace to open plaza in TM. woah, and kaijiunn and peggy waited for 1hour. (i didnt tell them i would be there at 4pm @@) -i reached there at 5pm btw :X - cried today. really dont know if it'll be possible, to pay $100 out by saturday.. actually, it's crazy. i got a very big cut today at open plaza. and i went home around 8pm+ :X -woah, it felt nice @@ - alex lah. i was on the swirling ting wif alicia then he come and turn the swirling ting when i had my legs on the ground already. then when i really stopped the thing, my leg like limp like that lahs. but hell, nvm lurhs. we meeting at thurs again after band. -i'll make sure i bring home clothes along- (it's veri weird to wear sch uniform arnd 8pm+ @@) i meeting marisa first. she buying the ticket from me :D -yay got hope le!- haha today they very funny lahs. but i was pissed off, seriously. oyah, JODY and SHIRLEY came :D heh, they were great. i half heartedly enjoyed today. (: i hope tomorrow will be better.
Date : Time : 12:41 AM oh darn.
i'm still abit annoyed at something. God, i slpt from 3pm till 7pm today. aunt came over, so i couldnt slp for an hour more. gosh, i haf to rush to tm after band. god, it'll be around 4-5pm+ at open plaza, i tink they go there play. literature skit. i'm acting as Ah Chye. (the characters are all boys mind you) sure dead tired today. even though i didnt do any projects. helped my sister do her blog today. blogskin and such.
Date : Monday, March 10, 2008 Time : 12:39 PM if u're wondering why i'm here.
someone ruined my day. so i went back home instead. i didnt do my english nppa. it's so unlogical. the other projects' due date are earlier. why do u bother to do english nppa first. when the due date on it is the end of the month. unlogical right? shouldnt we focus on geography or smth first. at least it's earlier. and then literature and stuff like that. i find this stupid, seriously. it makes no sense.
Date : Time : 8:55 AM ellos (:
i slpt for 2HOURS! cux bloody-ly. the alarm kip ringing. the lights kept switching on cux my mother kip coming into my room. AND I CANT SLP WIF THE LIGHTS ON. being lame now. singing songs and slowing down the tempo of some fast fast song. into slow slow songs, and random singing some songs with random lyrics that came last minute in my mind with a random rhythm and tempo. that also came last minute in my mind. veri lame right ==" mm..i going to go soon le. i wana sit in a bus! i dowan sit in mrt ==" hahhaas! bus cheapter :X i'll just listen to NANA's theme song. (the one i love so much) and then go le. oyah. i realise. when i sing if i pitch higher notes. i got those airy sound in my voice. like veri dry that kind :X like husky lidat @@ so cool! lols. and i can sing until veri low notes! @@ if i didnt join band. i might have joined choir lmaos!
Date : Sunday, March 09, 2008 Time : 11:41 PM watched anime from afternoon onwards.
(cux i know tmr no time watch le @@) hais. tmr maths remedial. 9.45am :/ wow.. mm.. i had fever in the morning. and cough as well ._. and i bothered to tidy the damn house. it was filthy ==" i just read flour babies. 1/4 of the book. maple and audi just wldnt load. mm..what to do @@. bored ehs. kok kieong just smsed me. ask me why i nvr sms him. im like. he kip sending short sms to me. then always busy mah. sometimes nvr reply me. so i kept waiting for him to sms. and turns out he was waiting for me to sms. yah. but it's also my fault lahs lmaos. but i was rather annoyed ==" dun wanna slp so early lahs! i wonder if they're doing eng nppa tmr.. mm..cause they said nth. i'm looking forward to band @@. yipee!
Date : Saturday, March 08, 2008 Time : 5:45 PM my dad got his fone conned away by a man.
so i'm just telling those who're reading my blog. dont ever lend anyone ur fone. dad say that the man is around 40yr+ then acting very good la. it's the usual "my fone no batt, nid to make urgent call" trick. dad say he was being "hao xin ren" but to me i tink he was just "too dumb to believe in stranger" anws. my fren is facing some problems lahs. she was apparently accused of bullying a fren of her fren. let's label my fren J, her fren P, and her fren's fren F. oh ya got one extra one call P.S ( my pr 2 fren) so my fren J was praised by her flute tutor. then F was like, jealous or smth. F miss alot of practise, nvr did came to band practises. so it's natural for her not to do better than anyone. then F cried mahs. so P was like, accusing J that J bullied F. so P went around making up stories. and believe me, my fren PS believed P. they all gang up and accuse J lahs. but the seniors of J knows, and they hate P i think P,J and P.S are just dumb and idiots la. i mean, that person didnt come to band. logically she cant play well la. even my seniors agree can. it's so wtf la. btw i did straightening today. erm..DIY one. i duno hw it turns out la. waiting for it to dry.
Date : Friday, March 07, 2008 Time : 4:32 PM got back my result slip.
i didnt do very well.. ehttoh..since i slacked mahs. my history fail siahs, by one mark. today was horrible. all of us were planning about our nppa schedules. from the 3rd period till recess. hais. got alot nppa, everyday of the march holiday must go out. cca takes up most of my time. i only have monday and wednesday no nid go band. but monday go sch for maths remedial, wednesday do nppa all this tuesday aft band i nid to rush to TM to do lite skit. friday and satureday not confirmed. then still got geo skit. english nppa no nid so fast do. then physics and chem nppa do online through msn. how was today? HORRIBLE! but after sch, it was better. i love sectoinals today. it was fun (: it went really well. AND THE RUNNING UP OF SCALES THAT I THOUGHT I COULDNT RUN. can run now (: though not loud enough. BTW, i love my new reed. though the sound is abit... but the volume is LOUD! hahas. okays, so i half enjoyed today. i hope today not so much stress ._. he laughed at me again. i wonder if i still feel for him. somehow rather, i hate him a little.
Date : Thursday, March 06, 2008 Time : 8:09 PM mm..you know i had cough 2weeks ago.
i'm still having the cough now. why ahs. and i also have cold. i getting sleeper in class nowadays. alot of nppa. projects. homework. i even dreamt about band when i slp. it's like so...random. heartbreaker. i wish he was back, and i return to 11year old me.
Date : Time : 7:31 PM where are friends when you need them most?
classmates are not reliable.- im dead serious. ask them go concert say too expensive. say not interested, more concerns on the price bahs. it cost $10. it will take me 4 days to save $12. without any food and drinks. i ask you, why do you bother to lend me money when you claim that $10 is expensive when i owe you over $10++ some really not free, i can understand. some wants to go, but they not free. or it may be just a lie. i dont know how the heck am i gona sell it off. i'm cracking my brain now. i'm still asking.. i wonder if any kind souls out there will purchase the tickets ): i even put my number on msn. hais. i really hope i can sell them off. (because there's no choice ==")
Date : Monday, March 03, 2008 Time : 8:49 PM mm..
tired. went to band today but i didnt get to practise much :/ cos' there aint any clarinet senior.. and i dun really know how to practice by myself.. so i just kept blowing my concert b flat major scale ._. mm..i wonder wad homework i haf. :/ i dont rmb actually.. tmr have band le. hais, i hope nth goes wrong tmr. oya tmr got chinese test. i wonder if i shd study it now :/ alot chapters.. plus the home econ project. agnes haven send me anything yet. i'm like, supposed to print out one page of ingrediant tingie. i think, i may be doing it tmr? oh, hell, how do you do decision making anyways? oyah, there's a cover page needed to be done for HE.... haven chng out from uniform abit moody today. dont think i wanna go on le.
Date : Sunday, March 02, 2008 Time : 9:50 PM you know,
alot of people think i'm strange. in fact, the people reading this may find me strange. i dont like to bottle things up inside. i wanna tell others how i feel. how i felt. i dont want to keep it inside. when i'm sad, i just look veri depressing. people ask me what's going on, if i'm okay, but why do i always have to reply "ya, i'm okay" and give an unconvincing smile? it's not like i can cry about it. ya maybe i'm that weak. even watching some drama series or show will make me cry. it's not those sobs, it's those cries that really makes me cry out loud. example, Romantic Princess. but it always make me feel warm inside. watching dramas, shows. mm..why am i saying these? i dont know anymore. i dont really care actually. it's not like anyone will read it anyway, right?
Date : Time : 9:42 PM mm..
i wonder. if i care about what people says about me. i tink i do. i'll cry straight in someone's face if that person just scold me. because i know i'm in the wrong. even if i did nothing wrong, i'll blame myself. believe or not, it's just either ways. to some, i may just scold back. but i'll cry later on. such a crybaby arent i? i wonder. if people understands. even though they know me for some years. it's not true they know me as a whole. i may be able to write a book all about a friend i known so long. but it'll be another matter that her attitude changes, right? i wonder. why do i keep taking notice of others. even when they dont notice me at all. i've always felt invisible. you know, like nobody's taken notice of me at all. it's rare to find me talking to someone so easily, so carefree, so familiar. i dont even need to act formal, or try to refrain from going too far. i dont like to pretend. i dont like to lie. i dont wana be like that.
Date : Time : 9:30 PM shocking.
my bills came as $50+ EVEN THOUGH IT WAS WITHIN THE CONDITIONS. figured out it was because of the sim card, had to pay $30 extra. for this time only, cux im a new subscriber. i just read a book. tells me about a girl with her best fren, who turned ghost due to an accident, seriously. i've been thinking. wad it'll be like if i was dead. alot of anime i wanna watch, but i guess i haven got time to watch them. msn, or leave me a tag. i'll gif u some real good anime titles. i feel like msging keok keong. telling him to stop this nonsense. serious, it's really distracting me. i'm trying to concerntrate on the counting again. i wanna apply them in the scores. i'll go to band tmr. i think there's only art and maths homework. art is due on thrus, nvm. maths, i dun care, since its classwork, try its. not like it's assignments. mm..abit sad. daryl didnt reply me on msn. and i've been trying to download auditionsea. and there's some songs i like.. bored. nobody's smsing me nowadays. i dont know, feels abit lonely. even though im hanging out wif my classmates. i know nothing, even if they talked behind my back. but on 2nd thoughts. i rather not hear them, or do i? i hate the boys. i hate them avoiding me even more. i dont like people avoiding me. i'm getting piss off with people in my class. for no reasons, absoutely no reasons at all. i tink im going mad. maybe i shd be sent to IMH instead.
Date : Time : 1:35 PM i finished watching romantic princess ytd :X
im watching Vampire Princess Miyu now. I TELL U AH, THE LARVA GUY IN VAMPIRE PRINCESS MIYU IN EPISODE 3, WHEN HE TAKE OFF HIS MASK HE DAMN HOT SIA, SERIOUS. lalalas okays. mm..and then ytd i from 4 or 3 lidat slpt till today 8.30am. actually supposed to go church. but dad say no nid go liaos. he say nxt week, so ya lidat lurhs. mm gona do my homework ltr. lalalas~ |
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